Wow - I can not believe that May is almost here. We have been officially homeless now for 2 months. We are still living in the Ayres Hotel and have been very thankful for being able to have this place to stay. Some days it is hard to believe that we do not have a "real home". It is funny how the security of knowing that you have a place to call "home" is something that we most all take for granted for most of or all of our living days. I never thought in a million years that I would be among the "homeless" - it is very interesting how it takes a toll on your mental state.
Stace has always been a pessimistic person - I the opposite - the eternal optimist. Some days it is hard to convince the pessimist that things are meant to happen for a reason and that God ultimately has a plan in all things.
Stace is tired and down a lot of the time. I try to keep us all keeping on. Trenton is doing poorly in school - sad to say. He goes between being down then up then down again. Turner has has a set back in his behavior in school and continues to tantrum at times - which wears on your nerves. I try to remain calm and realize that he has special needs and can not help it. Taylor has had a re-lapse , with drinking hard alcohol and we feel that he needs to be placed in a treatment center. Today was not a good day for him and we can not jeopardize our living situation at the hotel by having him here - or having him show up intoxicated.
Pray for endurance - as I am a believer in keep on keeping on. I know we all have our bad days and then our good. I pray for more good than bad and try to always find a silver lining in each thing. It is harder said than done at times. I will keep you updated and appreciate the emails and calls. We have been blessed by giving individuals and thank the Lord for each blessing as it comes.
XOXO
Janean